have you ever felt like you were drifting listless in an ocean of confusion and no matter how hard you tried to swim one way or the other the consequences of if you are wrong about what direction to take to get you back to shore holds you back from doing anything about your situation? The fear is wearing at you and you will have to pick a direction soon or you will drown before you even try. You begin to feel that drowning won't be so bad, it would only take a couple minutes...